numb. I guess that’s the perfect word to describe my feeling right now.
at work, I don’t know what I should do. I feel like I got nothing to do. I do feel bored, extremely bored. bored of the job, bored of the never ending problems, bored of everything. is it because I don’t really have my dream job? or is it because I’m tired of helping other people to reach their dream instead of building my own dream.
in personal life, gosh! I have so much things going on right now. I have a wedding to prepare, an apartment to be furnished, and other never ending family problems.
I don’t mean to complain here actually, I just don’t have anyone to talk to, so I guess I’ll just write it all here. maybe I’ll post the details about my life later..